Saturday, March 23, 2013

Wrath


Snippet

In the souls of the people the grapes of wrath are filling and growing heavy, growing heavy for the vintage. John Steinbeck

Scripture

The bloodthirsty hate him that is perfect; And as for the upright, they seek his life.  A fool uttereth all his anger; But a wise man keepeth it back and stilleth it. Proverbs 29:10,11 ASV

Song
Bullet Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lP077RitNAc
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone

My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone
(Charlie Scene)
Gone too far yea I'm gone again
It's gone on too long tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
One's a bottle of pills and one's a bottle of gin.

I'm twenty stories up, yea up at the top
I've polished off this bottle now it's pushin' me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my momma found my letter now she's calling the cops

I've gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred then my wrist is

I've been trying too long with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet God you know you wanna look nice

(Chorus)
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow
Yea I'll see you tomorrow...

My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone

My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone

(J3T)
We hit the sky, there goes the light
No more sun why's it always night
When you can't sleep well you can't dream
When you can't dream well what's life mean?

We feel little pity but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die
A mother and her son and someone you know
Smile at each other and realize you don't

You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
What happened to that father, who swore he'd stay
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say
Now momma feels guilt, yea momma feels pain

When you were young you never thought you'd die
Found that you could but too scared to try
Looked in the mirror and you said goodbye
Climbed to the roof to see you if could fly

(Chorus)
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow
Yea, I'll see you tomorrow...

My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone

My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone

(Child)
I wish that I could fly
Way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try

I wish that I could fly
Way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try, oh I might just try

Sentence Prayer


It started at two when I screeched to the high heavens, knowing the adults would jump.
But my wrath has grown to an out of control forest fire.
My wrath is destroying all I love, but most of all it is destroying me.
Jesus, May your blood cleanse and cool my anger and help me see all I have been forgiven!
Holy Spirit, redeem this fool and give me a still peace that passes all understanding.
Father, may we see and model how you are slow to anger.  But may we fear you enough to know one day we will give an account of every careless and wrathful word.  God have mercy on me a sinner!
Amen



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