RIP

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“Did you really want to die?"

"No one commits suicide because they want to die."

"Then why do they do it?"

"Because they want to stop the pain.” 

― Tiffanie DeBartolo, How to Kill a Rock Star

Scripture

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted

    and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

The righteous person may have many troubles,

    but the Lord delivers him from them all

 Psalm 34 :18:19

Song 

Let You Down by POD

https://youtu.be/T5djzdyDMfw

No one knows what goes on inside of your head

And everything seems to be ok.

And your the same as you've always been (your the same)

If I'd listened, would you have talked to me?

I don't wanna Let You Down,

But I can't even pick up myself.

I only wanted to make you proud,

But I don't think I can do this anymore.

When did this crowded room get so lonely?

And everyone keeps looking at me.

I'm tired (so tired) of faking my life (faking my life)

I'm so tired, I don't wanna feel this way.

I don't wanna Let You Down,

But I can't even pick up myself.

I only wanted to make you proud,

But I don't think I can do this anymore.

(do this anymore)

And you mean more, You mean so much more

And you mean more, You mean so much more

And you mean more, And you mean so much more

And you mean more, And you mean so much more

I don't wanna Let You Down,

But I can't even pick up myself.

I only wanted to make you proud,

But I don't think I can do this anymore.

Sentence Prayer

God, give us grace to accept with serenity
the things that cannot be changed,
Courage to change the things
which should be changed,
and the Wisdom to distinguish
the one from the other.

Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace,
Taking, as Jesus did,
This sinful world as it is,
Not as I would have it,
Trusting that You will make all things right,
If I surrender to Your will,
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life,
And supremely happy with You forever in the next.

Amen.     

Reinhold Niebur