Snippet
"Who am I?
This or the other?
Am I one person today, and tomorrow another?
Am I both at once? A hypocrite before others,
And before myself a contemptible woebegone weakling?
Or is something within me still like a beaten army,
Fleeing in disorder from victory already achieved?
Who am I? They mock me,
these lonely questions of mine.
Whoever I am, Thou knowest, O God, I am Thine."(2)
This or the other?
Am I one person today, and tomorrow another?
Am I both at once? A hypocrite before others,
And before myself a contemptible woebegone weakling?
Or is something within me still like a beaten army,
Fleeing in disorder from victory already achieved?
Who am I? They mock me,
these lonely questions of mine.
Whoever I am, Thou knowest, O God, I am Thine."(2)
Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Letters and Papers from Prison (New
York: Touchstone, 2001), 348.
Scripture
For I am the least of the
apostles and do not even deserve to be called an apostle, because I persecuted
the church of God. 10 But by the grace of God I am what I am,
and his grace to me was not without effect. No, I worked harder than all of
them—yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me. 11 Whether,
then, it is I or they, this is what we preach, and this is what you believed. I
Corinthians 15:9-11
Song:
"What If I Stumble" DC Talk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egM_jQVsfxI
[Brennan Manning:]
The greatest single cause of atheism
in the world today
Is Christians who acknowledge Jesus
with their lips
Then walk out the door and deny him by
their lifestyle.
That is what an unbelieving world
simply finds unbelievable.
What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
Is this one for the people?
Is this one for the Lord?
Or do I simply serenade
For things I must afford?
You can jumble them together
My conflict still remains
Holiness is calling
In the midst of courting fame
'Cause I see the trust in their eyes
Though the sky is falling
They need Your love in their lives
Compromise is calling
What if I stumble
What if I fall?
What if I lose my step
And I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
When my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble
And what if I fall?
What if I stumble
What if I fall?
You never turn in
The heat of it all
What if I stumble
What if I fall?
Father please forgive me
For I cannot compose
The fear that lives within me
Or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose
On the narrow road you've carved
Why do I dread my trespasses
Will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes?
Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise
All the doubt I'm feeling
What if I stumble
What if I fall?
What if I lose my step
And I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
When my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble
And what if I fall?
What if I stumble?
Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that
You're up against a wall
It's about to fall
Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that
Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that
You're up against a wall
It's about to fall
Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that
I hear You whispering my name
(You say)
My love for You will never change
(Never change)
What if I stumble
What if I fall?
What if I lose my step
And I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
When my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble
And what if I fall?
What if I stumble
And what if I fall?
What if I lose my step
And I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
When my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble
And what if I fall?
What if I stumble
What if I fall?
You never turn in
The heat of it all
What if I stumble
What if I fall?
You are my comfort
And my God
Is this one for the people
Is this one for the Lord?
Sentence
Prayer
Take my life
and let be
Consecrated,
Lord to thee.
Take my
moments and days-
Let them
flow in ceaseless praise. . .
Take my
hands, and let them move
At the
impulse of They love;
Take my
feet, and let them be
Swift and
beautiful for thee. . .
Take my
voice and let me sing
Always,
only, for my King;
Take my lips
and let them be
Filled with
messages from Thee. . .
Take my
silver and gold-
Not a mite
would I withhold.
Take my
intellect and use
Every power
as Thou shalt choose.
Take my
will, and make it thine-
It shall no
longer mine-
Take my
heart-it is thine own,
It shall be
they royal throne. . .
Take my
love-my Lord, I pour
At they feet
it treasure store.
Take
myself-and I will be
Every, only,
all for thee.
Frances
Ridley Havergal Pocket book of prayers pg 357